Thirty years later, when I experienced an unethical psycho examiner and drugs to assist the hypnotics ‘pushes’ he put in place, I began to understand orgasm. I feel mostly sorry I did not respond as my husband expected, even years later.

My epilepsy, dating from this period, was marked by a disassociative event and subsequent decades of involuntary organism. Its all in your head. Amazing. Of course, that in no way minimizes the very strong desire to see this ‘psycho-medico’ in jail for his abuse.

I now suspect that although sex became pleasurable, so much so that the thought would pull me into deadreaming, sex was mostly in the head—I assure you the body also has the capacity to furnish a sensation that is definitely not in your head.

I have spent years, thanks to the intro of the Internet, looking at herbals, and what the body needs. Remember the Chinese prized jade above all things, and Monteczuma, reporting to his elites, said that the Spaniards only wanted gold, they didn’t know about jade.

what 4 minerals are essentials? Sodium, potassium, calcium and magnesium. Of course, all these are tied up in what kinds, when, with what other minerals, and the activation of enzymes. Nephrite is a base of calcium and magnesium. Almost enough to make me consider reading about crystals.

consider: how many people have head trauma in this car society? What is prescribed as a ‘tranq” but is actually used to treat epilepsy? Valium.

I wrote blog about orgasms today…let me know what you think

“How to Make a Woman Orgasm through Deeper Penetration; Cul-De-Sac Orgasms”

“Because ejaculation introduces sperm into the female reproductive tract, it would be critical for reproduction of the species to favor ejaculation as a most rewarding behavior,” the researchers wrote in 2003 in The Journal of Neuroscience.

How’s that for a silly obviousness? And in the JoN!

But when a woman reached orgasm, something unexpected happened: much of her brain went silent.

Well, proof that they were just faking it… They should repeat the experiment with only women who ejaculate during orgasm. They are hard to find, but talk about rewarding behavior!!

At the time I didn’t understand why we described it so differently. I still don’t, but Gert Holstege’s study at least gives a reason for our difference.

I never will understand women

“Neuroscientist Gert Holstege of the University of Groningen in the Netherlands and his colleagues attempted to solve the male side of the equation by asking the female partners of 11 men to stimulate their partner’s penis until he ejaculated while they scanned his brain using positron-emission tomography (PET). During ejaculation, the researchers saw extraordinary activation of the ventral tegmental area (VTA), a major hub of the brain’s reward circuitry; the intensity of this response is comparable to that induced by heroin. “Because ejaculation introduces sperm into the female reproductive tract, it would be critical for reproduction of the species to favor ejaculation as a most rewarding behavior,” the researchers wrote in 2003 in The Journal of Neuroscience.

Brain activity fell in the amygdala, too, suggesting a depression of vigilance similar to that seen in men, who generally showed far less deactivation in their brain during orgasm than their female counterparts did. “Fear and anxiety need to be avoided at all costs if a woman wishes to have an orgasm; we knew that, but now we can see it happening in the depths of the brain,” Holstege says.